i AM A NERD...

marine world again.

2005-07-23T15:39:00.000-07:00

MARiNE W0RLD.

was pretty darned awesome. other than the fact that we never got to meet up w/ anthony again. that sucked ass. real bad big cellulite ass. hahaha!! gross.. but i guess you know what i mean right?? well im pretty sure mr suave had fun anyway. he was with his awesome cousins. jerald looked really sleepy though. and his other cousins were so maganda!! eee! heheh it was a pleasure getting to meet them.

so today, i was able to get to know bry's cousins, brandon [brittany's brother], chris, and dominic better. crazy group of people we are altogether. hahah. they are S0 funny and awesome to hang out with. we were hella flicking each other tho. hahah funny stuff...me and bry had NAiLS. heheh. oh well yeah. finally got to ride in the VERY FR0NT of medusa! that was the most i've had butterflies on that ride. hahah. D0MiNiC'S HAiR. hahaha funny shit. you shoulda seen bry's bang's too. hahaha. JAS0N....effing jason. tried putting my hands in the air while we were bout to go down the big drop on medusa. too bad it tickles too much to do it. but maybe someday i'll actually have the guts to.

went on V00D00. hahah. i dont know how many times the lady let us ride it w/out getting off...chris was being HALARI0US. pretending to throw up and all...and i believe after the first time he said..."FUCK I WANT OFF.. I WANT OFF!" hahaha...too bad he ended up riding it like 3 more times. hahah!!

then me bry brittany brandon and dominic went on monkey business. that shit makes you go dumb dizzy. hahaha but it was really fun. i felt kinda sick afterwards, but i managed.

we also went on both the water rides. hahah!! although them losers [jason, dominic, chris, brittany and brandon] didn't want to go, it was still fun. b/c brandon and brittany ended up getting the waterfall, and if JAS0N AND D0M DIDN'T M0VE, THEY W0ULD HAVE T00. losers. me and bry wanted it so badly too. hahaha!!..

bumpercars, v2, roar, bleh you know...0H that tazmanian ride thing. THAT was awesome. hahaha. more losers didn't go, so it was me bry brandon and dom again. hahah.

it was weird b/c i believe once, for our last medusa ride, we ran from the taz ride to medusa. pretty good excersize. hahah! by the way me and brittany win. =)

we went to see the shouka show. that was awesome.

well that was most of it. it coulda been better, but i still had a great time.

BRY TELL Y0UR MADRE S0RRY, and that I 0WE HER. and im very sorry to you too. i found my wallet by the way.

kt

did i mention, i went right to bed after i showered? the earliest i've slept all summer.

thoughts flown to my fingers

2005-07-06T13:01:00.000-07:00

so i typed up this really long blog. damn computer. let me just break it down for you because i am lazy T0 THE MAX to type everything back up.

i miss everyone. H0W B0UT HANGiN 0UT 0N FRiDAY GUYS?? i would really love that. movies or something yeah?..

me & jason talked a few nights ago on the phone. talked about 'friends drifting apart over the summer' and how that was part of the reason why i didn't want the summer to come. i wonder what it would have been like if i didn't call her. would she have called me back?....probably not

nessa's gone. i really miss her. bry's coming back, and i'm going to be totally psyked when she gets back. bry & anthony...what the heck would my summer be like w/out 'em?? AHHH!! *slaps myself back to reality*. gosh they are the coolest ever. i have decided that my summer would be CRAP if i wouldn've nevar met them. yadidamean?? THANK Y0U anthony for just being so cool...and for STAYING UP LATE just to talk to your one and only shouka. haha. and brytard, man, you are so far away, and I RECEIVED YOUR MAIL. its downstairs, and im bout to go get it..but thank you for taking the initiative to call me and all that good stuff. i'm so glad that my friendship between those 2 are growing. if you don't know them, you dont talk to them, you aren't friends w/ dem, you aint pimp. hahahaha.

me & him
things are going good i guess. just keeping in touch over the summer because i dont want what happened to me and a friend to ever happen between me and him. i can't wait till the next time that i'll get to see him. i miss him. i wonder if its any the same for him. i wonder so much, but its too much to type! haha and like i said. i'm lazy.

♥ karessa tam

happy 4th of july!

2005-07-04T21:23:00.000-07:00

ok so i hate technical difficulties. hadda restart the effin computer after i typed up a pretty long blog already...

well...
i'm home!!!

san diego trip was pretty cool. the rides there and back tho, sucked big time. we got a chance to go visit grandpa's grave, to go the navy base, [there NEX is so easy to get lost in grrr..], went to auntie fina's on our last night for a W0NDERFUL dinner made by uncle art. we also got STARBUCKS!! and me oh my. it wasn't me who offered it. it wasn't meee who asked for it. ateh woke me up from a nap and asked me if i wanted to go..i said no at first...surprisingly...but then she ended up wakin me up and dragged me along to go with.

we got there...and we ordered so much...the workers were hectic. didn't keep track of who's order was whos...so we ended up with an extra venti caramel frap. i L0VED my order. -grande caramel frap w/ extra caramel- she gave me extra EXTRA caramel..and i only asked for extra! HAHAH! man im a dork. but see look! =D

seee. hehehe. well thats probably the LAST of starbucks that i'll have for a while!! maybe not but hahaha...im surprised that didn't keep me UP all night...

after auntie fina's we went home, said bye to everyone...except bernice..but its all good...left around 3 am...got stuck in traffic on the way home..a small stupid boat held like...a 10 minute traffic jam before the bridge...bleh. well it feels good to be home....i have more pictures to post so here they are. hope everyone's summer is going by superbly. =D did i mention, lucky ateh AJ is at a WWE wrestling match in sac.? that lucky son of an eggot. kuya russ says he's bringing us next time. cool eh?

i L0VE you guys.

nvm. we're going out for dinner. i'll do this later.

im back, yayuh.
here are the pictures!!

well thats all...those are most of the pictures from the trip...yup!
happy 4th of july everyone!
byee...

wednesday june 22 '05

2005-06-23T01:04:00.000-07:00

gosh. to think that i'd update this thing everyday.

ok so whats been up lately since last i updated...[[which was like 2 days ago>
hahahahaha

hmm...yesterday,
i had a doc. appt. at 9 in the morning. gave me effin benadryl for allergies. stuff makes me sleepy like crazy.. almost fell asleep on anthony the other nite. hahaha. but got offline just in time before i was officially knocked out. haha. what else....0H...yesterday was like...how do i say this...a mommy kt day. after my appt, we came back home, ate lunch which was like...a bowl of rice for me. haha. and then went back to the hospital for madre's appt. fell asleep in the waiting room while she had to do what she hadda do. then we went to the bx, went to drycleaners..and on our way home, i asked one last time if we could go to starbucks because...THE WH0LE DAY i was buggin her if we could go. from when i woke up, to driving to the hospital, during my appt, at the bx, at the drycleaners. hahaha. i bugged her hella. so we were on our way home from drycleaners and i sat there...slouched in my seat. she knew i was gonna be pissed if we didn't go STRAIGHT instead of turning into our neighborhood...so she went straight..and brought me to starbucks...boy was i happy or what.. haha..so mother decided to get some starbucks too. =] im such a good influence. haha. well while we were there, she bought these cinimon roll things that she thought looked good..so i ended up feeding her as she drove home. hahaha..got home, shot some baskets, then mom shot some w/ me. then dad came home, we went to go pick up LA from hip hop in vacaville at the community center place where the fall concert was. then yah. thats pretty much it.

today
wow. hmmm....woke up...and i screamed to my sister to see if madre was home...because she was bugging me all morning to get up and eat breakfast...so when i actually 'woke up' i asked LA if my mom was home because if she was, i would've gotten up so that she could save her breath...but she wasn't so i stayed in bed for a couple more long minutes. hahah. then i got up, washed my face..went downstairs..made me caramel flavored cocoa. yessss. then me and sister decided to make this 'apple crisp' stuff that we bought like..a long time ago, but never opened the box to make it. so we made it. and boy was that stuff good or what..only ate a bit tho. hmm..after that, took a nap because i was just knocked out for some reason...i think that benadryl stuff dragged onto me just a little too late. so woke up, LA took a shower, i took a shower..checked my email---recevied one from jason .then ate dinner, then me & LA decided to go running. yes, running. just around the neighborhood. so we went running came back, freshened up, changed clothes..got online, watched a movie..and now we're upstairs..and it is 12:53 at night..and i cannot sleep. but i took benedryl, so that stuff should kick in pretty soon. so this is it for now. nothing much interesting to say...so i shall end this. goodbye everyone..

PS...anthony i think i get what you mean about that whole..."days are just days" thing. gahhhh....

♥ karessa tam

WH0 BESiDES ME THiNKS WE ALL NEED TO HANG 0UT AGAiN?????
i MiSS T00 MANY 0F Y0U T00 MUCH.

my dream.

2005-06-20T23:48:00.000-07:00

so i had this dream.

and i told anthony about it just now.....

i was invisible....not that i'm never invisible. but i was invisible...and so what do i do?? i go around...see what people talk about...and in my dream...i went around at lunch...came to a group of people that were talking about me...then it like...skipped--like it was a movie or something---to a part where....there was a sleepover that everyone but me was invited to..i mean...everyone. so...i sit there...and listen to things that people had to say about me...and boy i would never post it up here...it would urk my brain even more than it is urked right now...haha. but hmm..i wonder if people talk about me the way it was in my dream. you know...i ono. i remember zack and baca telling me that it was impossible for anyone to hate me. but ....what if.. na mean??...i just feel so horrible.. it was one of those dreams where...what i told anthony---where you wake up all hot...and you need water. haha. it was weird. it would be the greatest tho---to know that nobody talked about me...but the thought still lingers in my brain that people talk about me. bleh..sorry for my jibber jabber.

so today....
played basketball...stretched...headaches....naps...returned jason's call...then he calls back. more computer time + lots of it= headache. CSI. good stuff to work my brain muscles. haha. soup-->thanks cheester you're the best. water water water. cleaned room---after it was TRASHED by an angry filipino woman. sleepy time. goodnight.

MARiNE W0RLD PiCTOORRS

2005-06-18T21:02:00.000-07:00

MARiNE W0RLD PiCS!!! [ most of them ] lol.

♥karessa tam

MARiNE W0RLD

2005-06-16T22:51:00.000-07:00

MARiNE W0RLD!! HELL YES

i wont blog about everything that happened today..but i'll juss kinna skim thru it.

8:30 got picked up by brytard, brandon and their cool awesome mother, then went to carls jr. for a while...met up with brittany there.
9:45 started walking over to marine world....waited in line at the front...got in quite quick...

the rest from then on is history. HECKA MUCH FUN. i loved today. started off on the cobra hahah..this little kiddy roller coaster which was actually pretty fun!! hehehe. then we went on this one ride...i forgot what it was called but it span in circles like crazy....but it was really fun...then after that jennifer called up and said that she was there...so we walked up to the front...well me and bry kinda decided to run lol...2/3 of the way at least hehehe. then we saw jennifer...=D hehe...then we all went back and we WERE sposed to all go on the ark but bry and jennifer ran to boomerang---the rollercoaster right across the ark. hahaha. the ark was freakin fun and awesome tho. hahaha. i also liked how the guy knew how much i loved the ride from the last visit...so he let us rock on the ship for twice as longer as usual. it was fantabulous hahaha. then after that, we ran in line for boomerang...which was fun ofcourse...then after that...we went on vooodoooo hahah.. that ride was extra halarious...i thought i was gonna be all notchus and all. hahah 'notchus' yes. but then it wasn't even as bad as i thought it would be. after that, we went on JAMBO!! hell friken yes. hahahah...that ride was effin cool. then went onto the choo choo train, to meet anthony on the other stop...went on HAMMERHEAD..yess... then i forgot what order everything went in..since we did everything like twice or 3 or 4 or 5 times...hahaha. but we went on what bry says..."the highest roller coaster in california" which is MEDUSA! hella scary but i L0VE IT!! you shoulda seen me in line. i got all quiet and my heart was beating so fast. i was so scared. hahaha. first drop is 150 ft tall. omg....its so....HIGH up there. hahahah. vertical volocity was effin awesome too..it was HALARIOUS!! i was scared outta my kneeknees!! but it was funnn...i got to the top for the first twirly part...and i was like "I HATE YOU GUYSSSSSS!!!" because it was so scary. hahaha. that vertical drop...ahhh....i can just picture it in my head...it was just....heheh i love that feeling in my tummy when it tickles like hella. hahaha. we ended up riding that like....twice...or yeah twice...we screamed stuff like PANTIES or something it was weird. but i had fun.

well what else did we do....bumpercars---im a pretty good driver damnit..haha....hammerhead, SWiNGS!! hahahah. kong--rode that about a kajillion times...i ono..then we ended up wanting to play games at the game place..whatever its called. hahah. i wanted to try basketball...watching the ones before me, i didn't think i'd make any shots. bleh. it was like...'omg kt you are gonna waste 2 bucks on 1 basketball shot.' too bad I MADE IT. and i won a basketball....but wait...thats not even it....i decided to try again...and i MADE IT!!! hahah...it was hecka cool. i was like...oh shiet! hahah. so i won 2 basketballs. it was pretty awesome. then jennifer ended up having to go, then brittany ended up leaving...so its just me, bry, anthony, brandon, and LA...then we rode kong about 50 billion times because we just wanted to take different pictures. hahaha...it was fun tho...that ride tho, its too jerky. kinda gave me a slight headache. but i was good. then after kong, went on medusa. it was sooooo effin cold i swear. hahah. well anyways yeah. the line kinda took a while...so i called jason while waiting. when i called him, he just got off of a ride, while i was about to get onto one. haha. =] well yahh. it was a great moment. that phonecall made my day! tee hee. even tho. i didn't need to make that phone call to have anything make my day with anthony bry and jennifer and my sister, brittany, and brandon an AWES0ME day...i love you guys... hehe. then after that, we took heka pictures...and that was pretty much the end of our rainy, soaking, cold, day at marine world.

yes, we were soaked. and to top it off, it was pouring and C0LD. grrr. but it was still a good day. good thing it wasn't like that allll day. hehehe. well we ended up walking to carls jr. to get picked up...--all 5 of us. my dad met anthonys dad, after that, went to seafood city, then went to in and out...dropped bry and brandon off home...got my poster that bry made for me...came home..took a nice warm shower...got online. cant find the darn cord for the camera so that i could load pictures from today. bleh i'll find it tomorrow...

well im tired....and im sleepy. soo goodnight. i had a great day with you guys today. it shall not be our last. =) hehe. nite nite

karessa tam

t u e s d a y --- JUNE 14 '05

2005-06-14T23:31:00.000-07:00

so today,
brytard came over and chilled most of the afternoon. that was like the highlight of my day... she brought some pictures over and i scanned some of 'em...so here are some of 'em. hahah....

clickerdeedoo!!

so i know that pic of me and jason isn't the greatest. i hecka ruined it...hahaha...but hey, everyone has bad pictures...and it makes me laugh and smile so haha just another collection to my nonphotogenic pictures ANTH0NY hahaha. the rest of them are bry w/ lexy, bry with michelle, bry w/ grace..bry with ME! hehehe...grace and danielle, russel asleep in math class, and our math class photo. i hecka love that picture. hehehe. pre geometry originals haha. no other class can compare.

oh. how about....we have a tsunami warning. i remember in science, when james saw 'tsunami' writtin on the board, he said it like you read it...actually he said "toonami" hahaha...good times good times in science. hahah. but yeah, kinda scary. i was home alone after came bak frm aunties, in my room goin thru my backpacks---since today was the first time i actually went thru it since...last friday. hahah. and i F0UND MY PiCTURES that i took spring break...the ones that i have been searching all over for.[[if you want one, tell me, i have trillions left.> haha not really..but if you want one, let me know!!! hahaha. then all of a sudden the PH0NE RiNGS...scares the crap outta me. then my auntie was callin from san diego 'n tellin me to watch the news...sucks for all the people that live like right by the water...grrr...i ono...fairfield is quite inland but im still scared from what i see on tv 'n shnit. so i called madre and faja...they told me to call LA to come home from arielle's...and came to find when i called her, she was already on her way. waited for her outside like she asked me to, and yeah. it felt nice to have someone with me after hearing about a tsunami warning close to our area.

anyways, when bry came over, i had a great time. we watched the prince and me which is now officially one of my favorite movies. even tho the ending freaken had me angry. but it was pretty good. hehe. then we ate ice cream and watched ever after. that movie is pretty darned awesome too. =] hehehe. i had hecka much fun. thank you bry for coming over!! hehe. i L0VE Y0U!!! i shall find you a watchmoose hahaha

our marine world plans have changed to THURSDAY. so im excited. too bad freakin anthony cant come. you hoe. hahah jk jk...but yeahhh...everybody's at encampment right now---all my R0TC nerds at least...i bet they had fun. i think that i should've gone....if only i knew it was 5 extra graduation credits....bleh. i sooo woulda gone. hahaha. but i bet they're heating hot...and tired outta their freakin kneeknees...getting their asses bitten off by spiders in their tents....sounds so much fun hahaha. jk jk...i bet they are having fun tho. grrrr...well i shall end this blog. i have nothing more to say--last but not least....i miss everyone SO MUCH...its still kinda hectic trying to get used to all this "not seeing everyone everyday" stuff. but i'll eventually have to get used to it for the next 2 months and a half. hopefully it wont be like that the whole summer. we're supposed to be partying!! haha. alrite then. im am gone.

♥ karessa tam

1st day of finals. great day.

2005-06-08T20:35:00.000-07:00

sooo!!

im in a state of a feel good feeling kinda feeling na meann home slice?? eww hahaha dont mind me.

so today was a great day i must say. first period CH0iR second period PE!. hahah. im hecka cool.

choir finals were a piece of cake...a great slice of it, if i may add. considering the fact that 98.9% of the shit that was on there are things that have been around and about the knowledge of my defunctioned brain since the 1st grade. it was as easy as....a whole note + a half note - a quarter note = 5! bleh. and bestest of all they had a W0RDSEARCH in the packet of the final. hell yes. i am like....the bomb.friken.digaty at word searches. hell yes maynnn!!...

so PE was effin awesome also. me and jason sat and talked again. for 2 hours which i didn't mind at all. since i absolutely love talking to that guy. hehehe. he's so effin cool. i swear. he makes 2 hours seem like its only been half an hour. [thats 30 minutes guys.] HAHAHAHAHa. kids kids. excuse me, you will understand in a minute why im so. BLEH!! weird is it? hahaha. but yeah. i`m so jelous. he gets to go to disney world. lol. grrr. well yeah. we also talked about....how it was our last official day of PE. and to think that i would spend the last of it ....every second of it with him. hehehe. gosh he's so awesome. hmm what else. oh yah. i told him how, that now that i think of it, i'm really going to miss school...especially because people tend to 'drift apart' during the summer...and because im gonna miss seeing everyone...but i didn't go into full detail because full detail woulda been...

"JAS0N..i'm really going to miss starting my day off every morning walking with you. i'm really going to miss laughing at you in 2nd period while your girlfriend flirts with you. i'm going to miss english class with you...always making sure that you write your name on your paper...tripping you as you walk down the isle....tapping your hat--just because its fun doing it. lol. i'm going to miss walking to that one spot by C building's door....and asking you about what we're doing in science. [and by the way, you dont owe me a dollar...because science was hecka much fun that one day that we made a bet.] hahah. i'm going to miss dropping you off to latin with bry. being late, getting detentions never bothered us. hahaha. and last but not least, i'm going to miss ending my days with you. reguardless of if im having a bad day or not, just those 3-4..[not even 5 minutes] with you after school, make my day complete. but mostest of all, im going to miss your hugs...[no matter how much jon makes fun of them because of how short i am.], im going to miss talking to you...seeing you...being with you. *sniffs.* i am going to miss you [period]. like you're even gonna be reading this. hahaha

so then me and jason walked outta PE...and someone was calling my name...came to find out it was my long lost love JENNiPAiRRR!! hahah. hell yes mannn...so yeah...i said bye to jason, then went immidiately to see jennifer. gave her a big bear hug. and then we talked heck yes. i loved it. i've missed her so much. i had this.....happy joyful joyful feeling and felt like a big retard when i couldn't find my bus...so i was like...smiling...but hecka L0ST! hahaha. it was weird. but i liked that feeling hehe. so that was a maximum bonus to my day. hehehe.

came home, chilled for a while by myself, vocalized for half an hour...when LA came home, we decided to go eat. since i hadn't eaten lunch yet...so yes anthony, i did end up eating. hahah. then mom decides to join us. so we just had hecka much fun talking altogether.. it was pretty cool. then after, we all somehow ended up in LA's room...and i was writing a comment to nikki...them mom decides to come sit by me...and read...but i told her to stop reading...then she started pressing keys on the keyboard and saying wow kt you type fast let me try. and just randomly, annoyingly kept pushing buttons. but i managed to shoo her away. hahaha. my mother is crazy. but i love it.

PAPA GETS H0ME, mommy says..."lets go to albertsons!!" which meannnsss....STARBUCKS & SEAS0N PASSES T0 MARiNE W0RLD!!! hahah!! heck yes....a venti caramel frap. w/ extra caramel. and guess what kids?? i got my mother and father into caramel macchiatos!!! what an accomplishment. im so proud of myself. hahaha.

now im home. and after all this starbucks....i dont think that i'll be able to sleep again tonight. lol. o-well. hmmm...

well to wrap it up, i have fifth period- SCiENCE FiNALS & sixth period- MATH FiNALS tomorrow. i never knew trig was so freakin easy. hahaha. just the word trigonometry gives me chills down my back. haha!! not really...butchu kno....me and bry got it alllll down. im not really psyked for them science finals tho. lily said it was hard....but then jason said it was easy...and then baca said it was easy. so i hope that it really is easy. hahaha. i really need that grade. so pray for me!! please. hahaha. im begging you. hahaha!! then after tomorrow...we have 1 day left. grrr. then i have hella graduations to attend. well i have to go to JB's at 2. hopefully i find me a ride... and our school's at the football field at....6 is it?? yes. 6. mommy renae and pratt and nekko nekko, ateh casey, ateh jax...gosh they're all graduating. i'm going to miss them. well i'll keep bloggin as the days narrow down.. the subject of freshman year is well worth of my 2 hours of sitting my ass here on the computer...30 minutes of it writing a long ass entry. well im going to end this now. farewell my loves. wish me luck on finals. i heart you all.

karessa tam.

school years ending

2005-06-05T14:36:00.000-07:00

school year's ending.

wow. before my last week of school, i think i should write about my school year while i have the time to. hahaha. cuz next week will be hardcore freakin studying for me. damn finals. haha

so yeah. my first school year in california. lol. what can i say?? it was damn straight fcking awesome! lol. i remember...in the beginning of the year, i didn't really have 'friends' yet. rode the bus...sat up front---never talked to anybody...i also remember one of my first busrides to school...i think it was my 2nd busride....i got stuck sitting between this one cool kid ehmm..his trumpet, and another guy. interesting first few days of school. thank God i knew danielle because hell, i have no clue what i coulda been doing during lunch...prollie walk around by myself....sit somewhere by myself..i woulda juss been a straight up lozer. as days, weeks, months passed...came to see that i have gotten somewhat close to people. didn't reallie feel that i 'fit in' quite yet...but bleh. it all worked out in the end. THANK YOU DANiELLE!!

after getting used to all my classes, my great schedule, my new friends, effin 2nd semester, everything was changed. i went from 2nd period geometry to 2nd period PE...3rd period english to 3rd period R0TC....4th period PE to 4th period english...and 6th period R0TC[[echo flight]]...to 6th period PRE GEOMETRY. it sucked b/c i didn't have anymore classes at all with grace. no more PE with my <3brytard...my>bad for me. but if i had never changed schedules....i think that i wouldn't know jason as much as i do now...so he was one of the reasons why i didn't mind my schedule change. lol. it was like...love at first sight....even tho it wasn't love...hahah...so easily, i got used to having my classes changed. i remember when i told jon about -him-.. damn bitch had no faith in me...like there was no hope lol. but instead of bitchin, i think i should really be thanking jon for stickin by me thru most of it. hahah.

so then i heard there was a spirit show comin up over the intercom yeah?...when they phrased.."if you can sing" my head bobbed up from laying on the desk like...a little groundhog coming out of the ground. haha. weird analogy but thats how it went! hahah...i thought to myself..hmm...should i do it or not??..and it was pressuring because..i mean, people didn't know that i could sing. and the more people that knew, the more nervous i got. so before anybody really knew that i was going to try out, i tried out...hoping i would get a part in the show. and right before me, sat people that i never knew i would become friends with. such as....anthony & lily...later on, found out that i got a part...so then came that longggg practice. i remember chillen w/ anthony in the blue room lol. thanks for letting me play with the lights by the way!! lol. i remember my heart beating to the point where it felt like someone was inside me knocking on my chest. remembered how FUN it was. but most of all...i remembered how happy i was to have met such cool wonderful people.

so the year went on...came to find that...i felt so uncomfortable being around different tables at different times...whenever i went to bry's table...people would stare me down like...what the hell are you doing here. i know that there are people that talk about me...i dont know why, but i try my hardest to just be the nicest i could and act like nothings been said or done. na mean??...but i love each and every one of the friends that i have made this year...no matter how much they stare me down in the weirdest ways. bleh. hahah.

more memories to cherish.
titan, scidm, grace&jon, bry&brandon, this one other couple. i wont mention names---just for the safety of it. color guards for cold night football games. fun math times w/ bry.we rock that class. chalkboard notes in english. hiking a football into sean's eye. [i am thee most valuable hiker.] heheh. DCI on my birthday. 2sha&vasquez. ateh christal&sims. spring break parties. nia's noodle. spoons...changing clothes lol. baca can fit size zero pants everyone! L0L. jessica&jimmy. gosh you notice everyone but me has a boyfriend. goshh hahaha. locker jams. cold practices after school. football games, soccer games, baseball games--when i sang at a baseball game. soup for lunch everyday of the winter. dates with anthony. military ball. .....bleh. so much more.

i've learned so much this year..about who to trust, who my true friends are, who uses me, not getting so much involved with R0TC. it sucks you in like a blackhole in outter space. hahaha. i've learned that humans make the mistake to take something they want but they know is hard to get, rather than taking something great sitting right in front of you. i've learned to never leave my wallet around anywhere. lol. and i've learned that planners do help when you use them. lol. i've also learned...to find someone who i could be with....that makes me happy...and know for sure that he wont be a mistake.

this is pretty much my year...in kinda half the detail i wished i wasn't so lazy to type. hahaha...but i just wanna say i L0VE ALL OF YOU GUYS...and....we'll keep building up the fun and memories as years go on=] hehehe. summer '05 here we come!!

i'll have a blog w/ just all SH0UT0UTS for the year coming up. so look for it. later for now everyone.

-karessa tam

fridayyyyyy

2005-05-28T00:22:00.000-07:00

iT`s FRiDAYYY!

gosh i hope this weekend goes by fast. i kinda wish the weekend never came. haha i miss him ALREADY! lol...but i need the weekend. hahaha. i feel exhausted from this week. but it was pretty fun over all. shall i recap??....lets do.

monday
haha im trying to remember S0METHiNG from monday. 0H YAH! me & bry had our 10 minute detention. hahaha. our teacher wasn't even there. bleh. hahaha. umm yeah!

tuesday
i really dont remember.

wednesday
L0CKD0WN BABY!! hahaha had hecka much fun. basketball alllll day long...didn't have to bring any paper or pencil out at ALL that day. it shall be one to remember. HAHAH.

thursday
had 2DATES with ANTH0NY!! hehe. one at lunch.---bry took pics of him and grace hugging a tree. i shall post it if ever bry has time to post it up. hehe. it was hecka much fun. then after school, went to debruler's for a bit to be w/ grace 'n jonerthan while they studied for their geometry test. we hecka got jamba juice too and myne was like...hecka frozen, but it was good later on. haha. then me and anthony went to the talent show at golden west...too bad we couldn't even get in. damn teachers gosh...well then anthony ended up staying with me...and so did lily because i woulda been by myself. MARAMiNG SALAMAT MEESTAiR SWAHBEHHH... one day, just watch. your mom WiLL be mad at you for being at school for N0 REAS0N what so ever. bleh hahaha. but it was fun hanging out with you 2 afternoons in a row. you and chenelin are so fun. =]

today
rest of VANDEN iD0L!!. i think they're chosing the top 5. hopefully i make at least the top 5. like ugh. i ono why but i want another chance so badly. our school is hecka whack tho. they're crazy outta their minds. hecka MEAN. even tho ofcourse, i had my share of laughs too. ahh but lord PLEASE....T0P 5 C'M0N!!!!! let me GET THISSS!!!! ahhhh.. what else. bleh. got pretty damn upset at jon today at lunch. was trying to hold my grudge b/c i didn't wanna ruin anybody else's happy moment. nobody else was pissed off, so i decided to keep it in. but whatever. i was hella mad tho. but anyways, i caught jason after school, and appologized for everything. and he appologized back..and said that no, he was sorry...i argued against it, but i still wonder why he was sorry. haha. well did the usual, walked him up to the parking lot, got my hug, went into deep thought on my way back into the school courtyard...then snapped back in. hahaha. weird. stayed after till the 3 oclock bus. hecka weird what happened today after school. me and 2 sha got a card and flowers. thank you mike and beezeek. came home, chilled w/ cheester while watching WiLL & GRACE! yayyuhhh. hecka funny shit man. hahaha. well yeah...then FELL ASLEEP.

woke up and ate dinner w/ mother and father. got HECKA mad because of this misconstrue of a letter that was sent to my parents today for intersession b/c of GEOMETRY??...bleh HELLA DUMB. gosh damnit.. i dont have to take no intersession for that whack ass class.!!..i have to take that stupid ass class next year again anyway. so why take intersession?? bleh. then my mom mentioned NEXT FRiDAY...i was supposed to have a thing like last time over here. then she starts mentioning she has work blady blady blah. ateh's gonna be here??...DAD's gonna be here???...so i dont get it. but im pretty sure after all this stupid PMSing in this house simmer's down from pretty much EVERY0NE, then i'll have a final thought on next friday. too bad i even told her that i asked her like 2 EFFiN WEEKS AG0...so maybe she'll cut me some slack and let me party along. hahaha.

well ateh comes home tomorrow. quite excited considering the fact that its been about 4 months since i've seen her. and i guess i do admit, it tends to get too quiet and boring without her. hahaha..

well hmm....memorial day, i dont even get off. freakin R0TC formation. hecka dont wanna do that. but hey, im SUCKIN IT UP!!.. hahaha. i'd so rather sleep in tho. just like any other normal kid. hahaha. hmm...i think this is it for now...9 M0RE DAYS OF SCHOOL LEFT i have a L0T to blog about when it narrows down shorter. grrr....FRESHMAN YEAR WAS THE SHYETTTT!!

and oh. jon, i guess im not mad at you anymore. since you're actually taking the initiatve to type down everything. and i guess you were only trying to 'help?' in your weird confusing ways. but yah. thanks i guess. i feel a tid bit better..hahaha. thanks bitch

♥karessa tam

L0CKD0WN

2005-05-25T16:53:00.000-07:00

THE FLiPPiN HEAZY MANNN...

today was freakin GREAT hahaha. we had a lockdown in 2nd period....guess what i have 2nd period!!! PE!!! woop woop!! hahaha... it was hecka fun cuz i chilled w/ junelle all day. that kid....G0SH my homegurrlll. haha had hecka fun. and i also had zack helton - <3jason ayers - art - kuya mike - chris - ...bleh im not gon name all of them...but yeahh...it was hecka fun playing BASKETBALL allllll day.. hecka cool. hahaha. i didn't have to bring out pencil or paper AT ALL today. heck yes. hahaha. and how great was it to have gotten to be in the same class w/ the person that you look forward to coming to school and seeing everyday? it was effin awesome. after we got outta school, i walked jason to the front of the school, and yah haha. yahhh..=] well anyways, i just wanted to update on that. how was everyone else's day??...BRY!! I MISSED YOU!! lol. well thats all. later everyone!!

karessa tam

i L0VED T0DAY. haha

2005-05-23T18:57:00.000-07:00

today was SUPER DUPER T0 THE MAX H0T!!

it was beautifuL this morning. hahaha. great walk with baca and jason this morning...2 hecka cool kids. well all the walks that i take every morning is what starts up my day...keeps me AWAKE and HAPPY and ECSTATiC...gosh. its so amazing how one person could put the biggest smile on your face and keep it there for the whole entire day..hehe.

well anyways, hahah. today ME AND BRY served our 10 minute detention at lunch today. nowag didn't even show up so we left him a note. hahaha...well me and brytard sat at detention for a couple 13 minutes...then decided to go walk around. took myne and anthony's usual route, met up with jon and grace down the hall. stopped to talk then jason and david showed up. so we juss stood there talking and laughing, laughing and talking. another GREAT lunch. tee heee...walked with jason to our little area where we 'depart' haha...-->hug-->pranced to science--> in which jason was right when he said it wasn't B0RiNG...because today was A FANTASTiC DAY in SCiENCE learning about force and all that good stuff...so many fun experiments to do and watch and stuff hehe. yes. well after that, went to MATH. bry fed me with her W0NDEFUL TASTiNG CH0C0LATE....hahaha. yes. it was scrumdidlyumscious. hehehe. well then we went outside to do this measuring experiment. yeah. hahaha i totally thought i was doing it wrong w/ the measurements of the FLAGPOLE. but BRY ended up doing the same exact thing i did. and i didn't feel like a dumb nerd anymore hhehehe. well after school, waited in the hall w/ bry to find brandon. i dont remember if she found him or not...i hate how that freak doesn't wait for her when he knows she's waiting and looking for him BAHHH....well after school, got to say bye to jason. he has a baseball game tonight in sac. i think?? i dont remember. hahah. well i hope they win. well anyways, after saying bye and all that good stuff, found bry, ashley, and brittany...went to look at the cheer list, criticized a bit, HAHA, then went to the A quad to chill...ms peterson came, and we got our dresses. then bry called up her mom to come pick us up, so i got a ride from bry's parents. tee hee...THANK Y0U! hehe. and now im home along since LA went to the mall with chelsea to get their 'talent show' outfits for this coming thursday.

and now, i am in the need to memorize my bel canto music. speshully "sei tu". then i have to do science homework which shouldn't take long. and prep for LORD 0F THE FLiES- chapter 4 & 5 quiz lol. im so glad my stupid hands are getting better by the way. hahaha. later everyone!!!...

by the way did i mention how SAD it is that we only have 13 DAYS OF SCH00L LEFT??... gosh..

QUiCK SH0UT0UTS!!

♥BRYTARDDD...
GO WiLDCATS!! hahaha...thank you for the wonderful chocolate in math today. and i hope we do good tomorrow for our concert. dont forget Y0UR NUTS! hahaha...

misterknickerBACAbopitybop
as bry tells me..it always cheers me up haha....CHIN UP!!!-->like that! hehe im here for you ALWAYS mister. no matter what. and i read your blog. and remember. my closet is open to you WHENEVER you shall need it. HAHAHA. tee hee

♥karessa tam

H0LLLERRRR

2005-05-21T23:26:00.000-07:00

all i need in this life of sin....is me and my starbucks
[me and my starbucks!]

didn't make the cheer squad. good. gives me more opportunities to do more things. hopefully that would be LESS drama than what a cheer squad would have. tee hee. C0NGRATS to all who made it!! my gracie & angela made it. hehe. yeah boyyy...!! hehe.

well today, didn't do much at ALL but go to the doctors again and watch "spanglish" which was an alright movie! tee hee. yes it was. hmmm.. then ANTH0NY CALLED ME. hahaha. you guys shoulda won dat 1st place trophy. your guys' drumline is...THE BEST you all know you rocked it anyway. hehe so do not fret. =D i sooo wish i coulda gone to hang out with bry for lunch...or even have gone to bryson's birthday party onbase. this whole medication, doctor, follow ups...bleh. they're pissing me off. i wish i could just get better and be as beautifuL as every other girl in the school. i feel so ugly. hahaha. what am i talking about. i AM ugly. but im praying i get better asap.

C0MiNG UP!!
papa's birthday is next wednesday. jason's dad's birthday's on monday! haha cool. but G0SH..what to get papa?? he gave me and LA 20 bucks on the spot like 2 weeks ago...and im almost POSSITIVE that he wanted us to save it for his birthday present. so haven't spent it yet, but i owe parents 10 bucks from it. hahaha. so really i ony have 10 bucks left. which reallie sucks...but i'll figure something out. tee hee.

-SPRiNG C0NCERT! next tuesday.

-ateh comes home on SATURDAY...0H J0Yyyyy!

M0NDAY...no school, but i have memorial day formation which is actually the LAST TIME i'll get to wear my uniform for the REST 0F THE YEAR...all you effin setup & luncheon hoes can kiss my effin booty for gettin the effin PRiViLAGE to wear your HECKA W0NDERFUL GREEN T's....BLEH!! hahaha...its cool..

then after that week, we only have 1 week of school left. mannn..im hecka gonna miss bein a freshman. haha me and bry are freshman at heart for the rest of our highschool years!! HIGH FIVE LOVE! hahaha. but i have to admit that this year was actually W0NDERFUL dispite my effort....my unsatisfying effort...bleh. i feel a large amount of REM0RSE for that. hahaha. but owell. a passing grade is a passing grade. gotta keep it up for the rest of this s/y. =] well anyways, hmm...

NiCH0LE C0MES 0N THE 6TH... HELLA excited. i miss you so much nikki, you cant even IMAGINE.... that and the SUMMER TIME is what i shall look forward to the M0ST..hehe.

well this blog is prollie getting L0NG and B0RING....so i shall conclude the last of my thoughts...umm...i have no last of thoughts??...bleh! hahahaha. goodnight to all. and to all a good night....

the fuck did i juss say?? HAHAH...laterrr

<3>kt! woo hoooo...

ANTH0NY'S HECKA GANGSTER! hahaha

mister jason ayers.

2005-05-07T22:04:00.000-07:00

--just when i thought there was no such thing as perfect, he came along.
i dont know what it is, but im sprung.
he's what keeps the constant smile on my face, what keeps me awake in class, at church--lol, at night.
he gives me that feeling that nothing in this world could go wrong.
he makes me happy.
he makes me laugh.
he gives me butterflies.
his smile, gives me the warmest comforting feeling.
im his biggest fan in the stands
he falls for my cherios, and tries to make me fall for his.
he writes back to stupid loser notes that i write.
he makes my heart sing.
when someone mentions him, when i hear his voice, my heart skips a beat.
he's the perfect "start" to another day at school.
he's my knight in shining armor, my prince charming.
he makes me wish upon every bright star that i see.
he is and does all of this & more to me, and he doesn't even know it.

he's perfect

blady blaahh

2005-04-20T22:45:00.000-07:00

new layout

wow shitness. that star testing shit went by so slow today. hell of a lot of reading mann..haha...it was hecka easy tho..easier than that science one. that science one killed my effin brain lol. anyways, this week is goin by good so far. other than the fact, if i didn't hear wrong, i got "red lined" in rotc for not getting my rank on time. so im still cool nerdy freakin A1-EFFiN-C KT. damnit that class is seriously driving me NUTS. ugh. i'm getting to the point where i seriously dont care if i dont take that class next year. but im going to. i'm just a nerd like that.

yesterday [[anthony's birthday]]
tested for science. bleh that shit was hard. then had 1st 2nd and 3rd period. after school, went to color guard practice, even if i`m not competing, went to some of the baseball game, got to see jason score 1 run out of 3 that he scored in that game...good job jason!!![[even tho you most likely wouldn't ever see this]] haha....went home, went w/ dad to take LA to dance.

today
tested for english. you didn't even have to read the stories really. it was hecka much easy. haha. after that testing, went to the table that some of my friends hang out at by the band room, chilled w/ them till the bell rung...we only had what, 5 minutes of break?? that was hella dumb. gosh. hahaha..but it was also very cool considering the fact that i got to walk with him to english... if you could only imagine how much smiling i was holding back. haha. it was a great 1 minute walk to english. one of the best since this was the only day that i'd be able to actually get to walk w/ him to that class. usually im one of the last ones in the door b/c my 3rd period class is all the way across the effin campus. boo. 5th period, i actually learned something--science...i need to stop slacking off haha. i will. 6th period, finished my homework IN CLASS...haha im such a math whiz. i love math, when i understand what we're doing. and heck yes, i was on a roll in math. hahaha...even tho bry always finishes before me. she's a bigger math whiz than me hehe. but we have great team work. she's part of the reason why im passing that class. hahaha. i L0VE YOU BRY!! hahaha. after school me and anthony had a pinky fight lol. it was hecka much fun.

well thats about it for now. im gonna get off before i get my ass busted and grounded from the computer. goodnight everyone!!! [=

♥mat asserak

T0M0RR0W'S ANTH0NY'S B-DAY

2005-04-18T21:53:00.000-07:00

military ball.
was the shit. hahaha. started off the night w/ the singing of the national anthem, and the great posting of the colors. heck yes. it was awesome. i had L0TS 0f fun. got complimented by zack's hot date and everything! i actually DANCED! went CRAZY! hahaha. then a song got dedicated to me and beezeek. haha nice one kevin. myne, grace's, 2sha's and angela's performance was great. we sounded hecka prettyfuL! hehehe...the food was crackhead food. hecka nasty! lol. but its kae. after military ball, auntie [[jon's mom> took us to DENNY's for breakfast at midnight. wow. hehe..people were hecka staring. I HAVE A NEW FRiEND!!! j0n's brother..hahaha...he's hecka cool man. haha

anyways, back to school.
forgot my rank. forgot my shoes. what a great reassuring way to start my day off. bleh! thank you shasquared for getting me my shoes. PE, gotta take that stupid effin TEST...grrr...didn't get to even finish it b/c erbody was going to chnage. he picked me for one of the last ones to go and take the damn thing. boo. well hmm..english, i think im kinda behind on that, but i have tomorrow to catch up. which means i SHALL since i shall no longer slack off at all this year.

tomorrow
ANTH0NY _________ CABANAYAN GINEZ's BiRTHDAYYY!!!!!
happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear anthonyyyyy...happy birthday to you!!!!=D

bel canto early in the morning, so i shall wake up. and stupid effin star testing. gosh. i hate tests. so effin boring. i wanna LEARN s0mething. not sit all day and fill in bubbles. hecka boringggg. hecka dumb b/c seniors dont have to go to school at all.!!! ugghhh

after school
color guard [slash] national anthem for varsity baseball game. hecka hecka excited for that. then after that, i may find my way to watch a few innings of the game, then work my way back to color guard. even tho im not competing. they're still being evaluated too. it sucks to see someone in my place. thats why i'd rather not be there. if anything i would L0VE to be at practice. to think of how i can't compete, makes me MiSS practicing. erww..hahaha...grrr

T0M0RROW SHALL BE A W0NDERFUL DAY. if not, then B00 I WILL SLEEP THE REST OF THE NIGHT AFTER I GET HOME. goodbye.

mat asserak

this was actually posted....friday at like...12 something in the morning. haha

2005-04-16T00:06:00.000-07:00

this post was originaly typed friday at like midnight. hehe

another freakin week of school gone by hecka fast!
im happy that the weekend is here....but i hate how the weekend is here...na mean? hahaha...hmmm re-cap on today.........

-gosh. 1 little sprint L0ST by purry and his cheating ways. got me a fucking B. G0SH! hahaha...i love ya purry.
-learned hecka bout romeo and juliet. found out i was getting hecka smarter! hahahaha such a funny thing to say. but i am! i bite my thumb at you..bitches.
-my date with anthony ________ cabanayan ginez--the drumline show. was kick ass awesome!! hehe
-science bookwork is a pain in my ass
-math is hecka awesome. i told you... im getting hecka smart!
-color guard. tore my heart apart today. hard work for nothing. shit
-missed the baseball game. boo
-went on base w/ grace to cash her check, walk around, and eat.
-came home. talked for like 2 1/2 hours with LA...pretty awesome.
bleh...

off to do my english. im such a bad kid. gosh.

- mat asserak

H0W iT G0ES F0R ME?

2005-04-11T22:06:00.000-07:00

whats good with me??

school wise......
my slacking off is cutting down. grades are becoming satisfactoral to both me, parents, and my teachers also. turned in ALL MY H0MEW0RK today from each and every class that i had homework in! turned in my PE homework T0DAY for 5 extra credit points. heck yes i am so good. me and bry, did a FANTASTiC job at finishing our practice test in math today. we're hecka smart! hahaha...im so ready for that test tomorrow.

military ball is coming up this weekend!! holy shart...i was the 'CH0SEN 0NE!' to sing the national anthem. i'm H0N0RED to do it..considering the fact that i can finally hit them damn notes....PRACTICE D0ES PAY 0FF!! haha...yesssss.... i needa ready my DRESSS...gosh i needa ready EVERYTHING...jon's mommy's takin us out to get ourselves prettied up! IM S0 EXCITED...

my love life.
no other comment to state but one---"time will tell" will it?? would it?? hecka lost.

can someone comment me?? hahaha...i like that 2nd to last blog i had...5 c0mments WOOHOOO!!! most i've gotten in AGES...do you guys want me to take off my effin chatterbox?!? geez! just keeding just keeding..lol..thats all for now guys...im out

-m a t a s s e r a k

SPRiNG BREAK RE-CAP

2005-04-03T22:33:00.000-07:00

SPRiNG BREAK RE-CAP

-last friday, get together at my house
-this passed tuesday, get together at grace's
-friday, went ice skating..heck yes.
-saturday, watched NCAA basketball games w/ faja and seester...
----T0MORR0W- iLLiN0iS vs. N0RTH CAR0LiNA!
-sunday, daylight savings
--went to church
--watched 76ers vs Celtics and Kings vs. Timberwolves<--B00 that game SUCKED if you ask me...geez... -- went on base to watch the SAHARA for free! what an awesome movie... tomorrow...back to school gosh darnit....and its UNiF0RM WEAR...i'm not expecting a good day either...bleh...oh i pray--i reallie do pray for a good day tomorrow!! grrr....spring break is now....... officially over. till next year! goodnight my lovelys! kt

AT GRACE`s

2005-03-31T16:29:00.000-08:00

my spring break has been awesomest so far... i can't believe we only have...3 more days of it....it went by hecka fast compared to most of my spring breaks!! but i loved it...lets start off w/ grace's get together hehehe...man that was hecka fun..never sang so much karaoke in F0REVER!! but it was great still....it was pretty much the same people that came over last time, cept brandon, brandon[bry's brother]--came for a while, sellona, and jason came this time...so it was cool....hecka people were being too boring tho...some people din even wanna play spoons again!! who would be crazy outta their minds to skip a game of SP00NS?!..hahaha...anyways, yah...there was L0TS of card playing at grace's..hahaha..then there was one point where there were hecka people sneakin up the stairs waiting quietly to see anthony in a dress!! but anthony took it off before anybody even go to see it..so it sucked...BOOO ANTHONY! haha just kidding...well yahh...then later we had some good chicken w/ rice!!! THANKS ATEH C0N!! then later on, people started leaving...then we watched the incredibles!! heck yes...it was hecka funny...=) i love that movie..hehe...then we didn't end up leaving till like 9:30 b/c myne 'n grace's parents kept talking....hahaha...filipinos.... haha....YESTERDAY went to the bx....went to the mall....came home exhausted...went to sleep at around 8--didn't even eat dinner...T0DAYwoke up to my mom and sister this morning sayin "lets go to the commisary!" so we went to the commisary....chase! bagged up our groceries then elbowed me on the way out...geesh...hahaha....well yah....after that, went to the foodcourt at the bx to eat..then came home, and put away groceries..then nothing at all after that....boo..today's hecka boring..but o-well...this is all imma type fer now..my wrists are cramping up...hope this was enuf for all you to read!! haha...sorrie its so B0RINGG!!! byeee everyone.....karessa

MY H0USE!

2005-03-26T23:54:00.000-08:00

HECK FRiKEN YES. lol....yesterday was hecka much fun...lemmi recap on how everything went.....

first grace & danielle showed up and we chilled in my room for a tid bit...then next nia came....then it was anthony & bry, then baca....we played outside for a bit...then ended up inside talking for a bit, then mom and dad came home w/ food for us!! heck yes. we had pizza, and chicken from popeyes, and then spaghetti made by mommy. then somewhere after that, jon came..with a BiG PLATE OF CHiCKEN...which NONE 0F YOU GUYS LEFT FOR ME...lol.just kidding. dinner lasted quite a while at the table...considering the fact that we were hella playin with the N00DLES! hahaha NIA!! GEEZ!!! I THINK UR LOOGI IS STILL SITTIN ON THE DARN PIZZA BOX!!! hahahah!!! man that was fun. then we told a lot of noodle stories...then LAUGHED HELLA...geez...that was hekka fun. after that, we decided we were gonna watch a movie...but then we ended up turning the movie off, and playin SP0ONS..'cept there weren't enuf spoons so we used F0RKS!! hahaha...we hadda explain the game a couple times to some people as they came...lily showed up late...but better late than never..the party wouldn't of been complete w/out her! geez she's so aweosme..hehe...then purry showed up around 7!! lol...and we kept playing spoons...hehe...after a while we stopped, and started to play TABOO!! that game really gets you thinking you kno that?? hahaha...bleh...my team lost..partially b/c of the time i took all the cards and skipped 'em b/c i din kno half the damn words on the cards...anthony suggests that i start reading more haha...and i will do so. well then later jessica showed up, and she played taboo with us for the rest of the time that everyone else was there.. then wen bry's dad came, EVERYONE LEFT!!! booo....so then me and cheester decided to clean up.and then watched the N0TEBOOK!! thank you anthony!..and mom was happy in the morning. =) thank god. i could barely sleep last nite b/c of how much fun we had...i was sooo in party mode the WH0LE NITE!! hahaha....well just wanted to blog about this....i hope people dont get mad at me for the whole "oh she didn't invite me" kinda thing..it was hecka last minute--...and it was just a whole bunch of us nerdy freshman hanging out anyway...hahaha!!! welll.......shiet...SPRiNG BREAK EVERY0NE.....party hard.

i love you guys...

kt

HECK YESSSS

2005-03-24T23:18:00.000-08:00

heck yes man. T0DAY WAS AWES0ME!!
hehe...started off the day again, walking jason to class..choir was fun
watching the rest of that one movie...we also had one of those lockdown
drills...man our sub was hella bitchin uring that thing..but o-well it
was hella funny...after choir, went to PE...played some hardcore
basketball...HAHA...g0tta love my longshots..=) L0L..just kidding!..well after that, had fun in english--zack lookin at yearbooks from elementary school haha...he's so halarious..=)...after english, jason and i walked and talked...and me and him ended up walking to the rally together...heck yes. well got to the gym...sat around for a bit w/ bry & michelle
and the rest of the cool people that hang out with them. then grace
came along w/ jon, dollente, and brittany and danielle. when they got
there, i started takin a few pictures..it was pretty fun!! hehe...then
later jessica and anthony showed up and sat behind me grace and
jon..then they did that whole spring sports thing...we hekka screamed
like crazy....hahaha..then guess who i got to end up sitting byy!!
hehe..=D...well too bad it didn't last long...i juss screamed my lungs
out tho..i swear..my throat still hurts right now! haha..well while the
noise kept carrying on, i made sure that everyone behind me knew about
tomorrow. so i got most of that out of the way!! hopefully all and all
goes good=D which it SH0ULD!! hehe...science, im trying real hard this
quarter to bring my grade up to what is usually expected of me..because
i know
im better than what my grade is right now...bleh...after science, went
to math! bry and i were trying to find a dollar bill to trade w/ a
dollar coin..lol..then during math, we learned and went over a couple
new things, then ended up drawing maps to my house for the rest of the period. then the results from the rally came on the intercom...MAN...me and bry were SOOO happy!! hehe...it was a great moment....then THE BELL RANG!!
so me and bry stuffed our krap in our backpack...took the maps we made,
and tried to catch everyone before they left...haha...we got most of
everyone's map to them...so yah..it should be fun. hehe...i CAN`T WAiT!! hehe...C0L0R GUARD PRACTiCE
went by ok..besides the fact that there were tears shedded...bad news
revealed, i`m glad i had people that i loved around me to cheer me up...besides this one kid..but
0-well..haha...hearing jon screw up calling commands, seeing purry
flare the wrong way at order arms, having grace by my side thru the
whole time...man i love you guys. what would i do without you?
well before we went home, i went to go to talk to jon's mommy... i was
like "auntie! can jon come to my house tomorrow??" goshh... jon your mom
is hekka nice...she even offered to make something to bring..how
sweet.. hehe... nakakahiya tho... not that she's gonna read this but THANK YOU AUNTiE!!
hehe...yes...well then after that, me and danielle charged thru the
parking lot, running to her ride-her mom...and me running to my
ride..the bus. got on the bus, saw anthony WAiTiNG JUST F0R ME 0N THE BUS!! haha i keed i keed but yah, sat by mister anthony and awkwardly he was hecka quiet!!
it was reallie weird....lol..but its okae...=) now he knows where i
live!! =P green shutters hahaha...weird way to remember my house, but
it works!!=D...well got home, checked the MAiL...bleh...nothing. was
home by myself for a while b/c LA had soccer, dad was still on base. i
was hella paranoid that grades were gonna be in..but
whatever....ergg...i just PRAY i dont get the damn grades in the mail tomorrowww...any day but tomorrow. please!
lol..well yahh....
bleh..i still feel like shit for my grades tho..but
this quarter, all thats comin from me is hard work and determination.
nothing more, nothing less. i guess if it keeps mom and dad happy, and
me outta trouble, what more could i ask for?? hehe...well i guess this
is all for now....not much more i could say.....so i`m gonne end this
blog...its getting HEKKA LONG anyway....hahah hope everyone has a W0NDERFUL SPRiNG BREAK!! and a happy easter!..i get to drink starbucks againnnn --without having to wait every sunday..haha..laters everyone!! karessa

heck yes, bitch!

2005-03-19T15:52:00.000-08:00

i loved yesterday...

about it
we had minimum day yesterday....but it was great...b/c i had funn that day....me and jason walked together to lunch again...interesting talk about baseball and how they got whooped haha...well yes back to minimum day...yes we had minimum day! LOL..heck yesss we did so me, grace, brittany, jasmine, and danielle had plans to go to the mall to take pictures...so right after school, kuya mike and ateh con took me and grace to the mall...me and grace got there, we ate lunch at Mc. Ds...took our singles, and then we saw jon and purry. it was hekka funny b/c we took purry and jon into victoria's secret....MANNN hahaha they're so effin halarious...GRACE U SHOULDA LET JON BUY YOU TH0NGS S0 HE W0ULD HOLD PURRY'S AND!! geez..hahaha...well then me and grace walked around for a bit...then we ended up going to the theater where there were seats already saved for me and her...it was in the order of this from left to right...jon, grace, me, anthony, jessica, and baca ....man anthony made the RiNG 2 a freakin comedy...grace kept sayin "jon get offa me!" then anthony busted out with "g0sh kt!! get offa me! ".....hahahahhaaha...it was hekka funn...who else was there...hmmm....shirley, moca, nia, lily, michelle, vona, sophia...then we saw ateh michelle, cookie, and desiree after the movie...then me, brittany, grace, and jasmine went to go take group pics...heck yes it was halarious b/c there was this one picture where jasmine kept MOViNG...hahaha...LOL...funny shiet mann...after we took pics---we went walking around looking at clothes...mann..i reallie wanted to go shopping...but after takin pics--i was dead broke..hahaha....o-well...then we chilled most of the rest of the time w/ baca, jessica and anthonya sat in front of one hour photo and just talked!..hehe...me and baca was hekka crackin up at these 2 big girls that were holdin hands..i mean shiet..i tried not to show emotion of wanting to crack the hell up..but then i look at baca and his eyes like WiDEN..so i was like OH SHIET MANN..and we both started crackin up sooo hard...hahahaha...it was halariousss....well then it was time to go...so we departed from anthony, jessica and baca....we had such a fun time tho..i swear....one of the funnest, funniest friday's i've ever had...=) ....H0W B0UT NEXT WEEKEND GUYS!! sounds like a plan

T0DAY
i have to go to the veteran's hall again for boys state dinner...should be fun....jon better not forget bout my double A batteries that i've been longing for since last friday...hahaha... well i think imma end this now...not much more to say....but that my week was overall 90% GREAT!! hehe....later everyone!!!

♥kt

i L0VE LiFE....=D

2005-03-16T21:35:00.000-08:00

whats been happening lately??..

monday
had spirit week show practice from after school [2:30] till around 10..but i only stayed till like 9:30..chilled in the 'blue room' with one of my newest homies anthony who is one hell of a guy...he's flippin halarious mann....and we went thru the whole show bout 5 times which REALLiE payed off b/c the show ended up bein off tha hook like i said it was gonna be!! hehe...

tuesday
THE SHOW WAS GREAT....we were in 4th period before the show...and i was flippin shakin..i was nervous...my hands sweaty, legs wouldn't stop moving....i was very very antsy...before the bell rang jason asked me.."aren't you singing in the show?" i hekka didn't want him to know b/c that woulda made me feel more nervous knowing that he knew i was gonna be singing....so i said..."get atta here no way..." lol...then the showtime came..i ended up in the front right corner of the room on the floor w/ moca...and i knew when my part was coming up and all that....so every single second that came closer to the time it was time for me to walk upstage, i got more nervous...but jennifer [who looked very prettyful in that dress] presented my award and called me up, i went up there..and then the judges people were like..."SiNG FOR US..." too bad the part of the play was for me to go backstage and THENNN perform..hahaha...so then i ended up just walking off the stage...ran behind the curtains and then the curtains opened and they're like "OH SHE GONNA SING SHE GONNA SING..SHUT UP!" hahaa...i loved the feeling of adrenaline that ran thru me....all the excitement...goshh...its done and over with now, but i guess i'd have to say...that was one of my best performances in my whole life....gosh i love highschool so far LOL.....i`m tryna make the best of my highschool years....after all, ateh was right when she said "you only get to go through it once..." so im takin that advice into consideration...heck yes....

T0DAY--wednesday
probably my 2nd best day of the school year ever...hahaha...lets start with 4th period since thats where all the excitement began...STUPiD I-SEARCH SPEECH...i hate speaking in front of a class, not knowing what to say....goshh...i looked like a hella big retard up there....mr. powell picked me to go first...geez...he said it was randomly but i swear i bet he picked me to go first on PURPOSE....o-well at least im done and over with for my speech...heck yess...well ok...after 4th, i ended up goin to the table that ateh con and kuya mike sit at....sat there and talked to sha sha and then GUESS WHO I SAWWW..hehehe...i saw jasonnn...then we talked, which hella made my day a million times better than it already was....and i was hekka happy for the rest of the day....hahaha....after schooL..took my sorry ass to detention b/c i felt bad for getting brandon a detention for getting him caught laughing at fahad eatin a damn burger and drinkin some milk in class..it was halarious tho!!..but yah... so i sat my ass in the science room till like...3:30?? i dont remember....it was like...an hour...but it was worth it because i actually did some of my homework!! hahaha...then went home...then went to that open house thing at vanden for cheester to go to....checked out the R0TC table, and only the R0TC table..haha...now im home...finally blogging about how my past few days have been...lol...and thats that!! not much else more to say so im gonna end this blog....okee dokee??..heck yessssss.....later everyone

♥kt

i`VE BEEN REALLiE HAPPY LATELY?!

2005-03-12T22:52:00.000-08:00

omg i love this icon...hehe...ok i tried to take time to make this blog very pretty but...my damn computer is bein so flippin errggg...

FRiDAY wow..what a long day....decided to go to the baseball game after school---im #2's biggest fan..HAHA just keeding.....we din stay till the end but watched most of it!! i have yet to find out who won. that game was halarious tho...shasha doesn't know SHiT bout baseball LOL...and mrs. larkins was bein so halarious....goshhh...haha...

SATURDAY had to go to vacaville for R0TC...watched the marine silent drill team and the band also...it was GREAT although MR. SiMS kept disrupting my concentration on the show...geez...LOL...that nerd i l0ve him!! hahaha...after that, uncle and auntie took me, grace, 'n 2sha to in and out...saw jon and his parents on the way out...and then went home, forgot my drink in 2sha's car, and went to russel olaes' house for his dad's promotion party....we watched like 3 movies..hahaha...shark tale, mean girls, and the grudge...hehehe...we had a blast watchin all 3....i met a new kid named curtis??..never knew he existed..never knew he went to our school...haha weird....found out what russel's girlfriend's name was... i felt like a bigass nerd for not knowing..but its all gravy...coz now i know!!...man whoever brought that strawberry cheesecake pie stuff made my night!! i L0VED that...it was hekka gooood......hehehe...

there were some points of that party where i really wished i woulda been at that poster making party instead...but its uncle's promotion party...so yeah....couldn't make it ...i bet it was hekka fun tho...considering the fact that a whole bunch of hekka nice people that i recently just met were probably all there....gooossshhh......

well tomorrow, kuya russ is supposed to be taking me and LA to the mall...hopefully i find something to wear for next week...g0shhher...i feel...hekkka stressed-ish tired....hmm......

i couldn't get a lot of things offa my mind today....like hmm...gosh....like jason ayers....he's one heck of a guy....so many gurls dig him....even ones that have a boyfriend already...and out of all girls out there i probably have....1/50 chance of him liking me...--patients..-- *sighhhh....i so wish i had a magic wand...Lord knows what i would do with it...haha....good night

♥kt

g0shhh

2005-03-09T22:31:00.000-08:00

i wish he was myne......

iM BACK!!

2005-03-07T22:45:00.000-08:00

HECK YESS....VANDEN TAKES HOME 1ST FOR RiFLE TEAM'S REGULATiON....AND 2ND FOR COLOR GAURD TEAM B/2...--i put b0th b/c i bet jon will criticize on that...--NORCAL--HERE WE COME....

our trip was so fun.....lemmi go in chronological order...lol..

THURSDAY we left at around maybe 3:45 or maybe even 400...stopped at fresno for dinner at mc D's...arrived in anahiem california at around 1230 am..didn't sleep till around 2--well danielle 'n sha sha went to sleep at around 3 i think...

FRiDAY woke up to 2 alarms on my cell phone, one alarm on graces, and a nonstop wakeup alarm on the clock on the nightstand...lol...it was like....20 alarms that went off at once...that was around lets say.......700 in the morning...went to eat breakfast at around 8:45 at mc D's AGAiN...had a hashbrown and ice cream for breakfast....LOL...had practice from 10-1130, then lunch....which i slept for 90% of the time...the rest of the time we watched maury....then later on, we had practice till like 3:10...then we had till i think 5 to go downstairs because we went to go to DOWNTOWN DiSNEYLAND for dinner...the ESPN zone... it was hekka tite...i got grouped w/ ateh michelle, desiree, angela, cookie, and nicole's mom and sister...hehe..oh yah...and sam...anyways...after we ate....i went back to the hotel w/ michelle, desiree, angela and cookie and waited for 2sha 'n them to get back so that we could go swimming....we went swimming!! heck yes it was great...we had so much fun...and that jakoozeee---hekka spelt that wrong but its better than trying to spell it right...it woulda looked funnier..hahaha...anyways, yah we swam for a while and then ended up sleeping after....

SATURDAY was competition day....wen we got there, they gave us muffins to eat...and we got the tent set up...and i saw ATEH KARRiE!! hek yes mann...and i saw KAPUA too!! ahhhh....it was so cool...well then....DRiLL TEAM from vanden was up first thing of the day....so we got our new gloves, and formed up for inspection...and dayumn did that inspection SUCK...we were trained to be yelled at by TI's....HARDCORE TI's...we din get nothing close to that...then we did our routine...and reporting out, we ended up saying sir, when it was a ma'am ..which was really bad...but its ok..i think it was the bestest that we've ever performed it out of the million times that we have. then we had color gaurd at around 1. heck yes we did good...damn inspector was a pinoy--didn't even ask me a damn question...geesh...dass hella pinoy...haha..just keeding...closing ceremony....it was great to hear our schools being called out....but once again, fairfield dominated the damn trophies damnit....its okae tho...we're gonna kick major ass at norcal...we'll show off our beautiful color gaurd and win 1st place trophies...hek yesss..hehehe...well after that, we went back to the hotel and got ready to go to..........

DiSNEYLAND!!
heck yesss..there was a bit of misunderstanding when we got there, but it ended up bein me, 2sha, moca, and danielle....we had fun anyway=) hehehe...we went on the thunder something rollercoaster...lol..it was hekka fun.....me and sha sha were screamin monotoned the whole damn way....hahahaha..i L0VED it....then we also went on the indiana jones ride and then went on the matterhorn bobsled ride...it was greatttt..hehehe...walked around, did some shopping...and at 9, met up at sleeping beauty's castle...then went to downtown disneyland to do hekka shopping at the big ass disney store....hek yesss...hehehe...then on our way back, grabbed some mc donalds...LOL..TOO MUCH MCDONALDS...and then ate in the room...me and danielle stayed up in the room while grace n 2sha went downstairs w/ some other people to go in the jakoozee..hahaa...but yahh...we ended up watching american wedding..which was HEKKA halarious c0z once we saw boobs, the first thing grace did was pop up and say CALL JON CALL JON...because ofcourse we know that that kind of stuff is jon's, wests, and purry's favorite...HAHAHA....mostly just jon tho..hahaha..was knocked out and tired, so i went to sleep!...

SUNDAYwoke up @ like 700, packed up, loaded bus, went to mc donalds for lunch..hahahaha... i swear i dont want any mc donalds anymore for a LONG time lol...then got home at around 5:30pm....then got home, daddy took me and LA to auntie mayen's house to feed their dogs since they're on a trip to salt lake city, utah. then after that, daddy took me 'n LA to IN 'N OUT!! hek yessss...unpacked, finished my english, and went to bed.

TODAY had a pretty good day=) gave bry the winnie the pooh and mickey mouse playin cards that i bought for her....i still have jason's baseball that i bought him in my backpack..i wanted to give it to him, but i dont kno..i felt uncomfortable so i didn't.....but i was happy to see him--it seemed like i hadn't seen him for a whole week when i left...got back and im all happy and jumpy again..hehehe...i was bout to hit someone because this girl hekka pissed me off, but i kept mah cool as much i could..AHH it sucked in math b/c me and bry got separated...but blahh...im still gonna end up screaming across 1 row to talk to her..hehehe...hmm what else..chilled afta skoo w/ grace, danielle, jon, buddy dave, and angela. jasmyne was there for a bit, but when her mom came to pick her up, we went to go talk to her mom...and bryson was there---that litto cutie..hehe jasmyne's cousin...ahhh he's so flippin cute mann...=) but yah he was there and he was hekka jokin on jon..hahaha...he said that 'jon's retainers were broken..'---jon has braces...and they seemed in tact to me....i guess he meant that his teeth looked ugly w/ them braces on...HAHAHA....then he called jon a saggy butt...HAHAHAHAHAHA that was halarious...now im home....really tired...so im bout to go to take a nap or something.....this is most of the trip...not in full detail but the basics=) hehehe...laters!!!

♥kt

i'll have pictures from the trip up soon...it'll take me years to upload 'em and im lazy ...VERY lazy i must say to upload them..hehehe

BEST EFFiN DAY EVERRR--happy birthday jason and jin

2005-03-02T21:41:00.000-08:00

BEST DAY EVERRR

ok ok ok....went to school at 7:00 today...practiced from like 8-9 am....dismissed around 9:35...

went raging thru hallways w/ danielle to try not to get caught by mr vines, or dr mccabe w/ balloons..or else they woulda stuffed that shit in their office till the end of the day...grrr...so good thing we played double 07 and made it thru w/out getting caught, or seen by b0th the birthday boys, jason and erick... actually i was looking for erick so i could give him his balloon..but didn't see him till lunch...i asked my chorus teacher--ms peterson--if i could leave the balloons in the back room in the big ass band/chorus room till lunch...and she said yes...s0 hek yess, my plan worked out..heck yess... hehehe....

so 4th period....hadda go to councelors---went, and she told me to come back after lunch...

so when it was lunchtime, went to the band room to get the balloons...1st stop..JAS0N!!... gave him his balloon, said happy b-day....GOT A HUG---0-HECK YESSS LOL...and wow..i still got butterflies heheh...then went back to our table area.2nd stop!...gave JiN his balloon...geesh birthdays make me happy....hehe...

well anywaysss...the rest of my day was great regaurdless of if it was boring to everyone else...but i L0VED the rest of my day...speshully c0z i g0t t0 see jason after school too!!!...heheh...he didn't pop my balloon lol...

just a thought:
have u ever had that feeling where when you see someone special happy, then it makes you happy...even if you felt some type of pain and wished they knew how you really felt??..and u wish you could let them know, like spill everything out, and you dont want any feedback what so ever??..u juss wanna let 'em know....u know???....wish it was that easy??...

back to subject...well in math--6th--me and bry wrote each other instead of doing our easy ass homework...like we always do!! lol..but yahhh...mann..hehe i love talkin to bry....i feel as if i could tell her anything and everything...hehe...her and alina!! hehe...g0shh...i l0ve it i l0ve it....anywaysss....

this will probably be my last blog of this week...at least up until sunday...!!...SCiDM is on friday!! but we leave tomorrow after school so its gonna be awesome..im so excited mann....but i have HELLA shit to do bef0re i leave....grrr....after this weekend, i should be able to feel...UNSTRESSED...hehe...and HAPPiER than everr!!....well im gonna end this blog...i'll make sure that i blog when i get back ok??...bye everyone!! i'll let mickey know you all said hi!! hehe...quick shoutouts

DRiLL TEAM......we've come a LONG way...you guys kno that what we have now, is more greater than anything we had to begin with....i`M HEKKA PR0UD 0F YOU GUYS...

COLOR GUARD....all i have to say is..........READY TO KiCK SOME ASS?!?!... hehehe

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HAPPY BiRTHDAY TO JAS0N and JiN!!
...and im almost 99.9% positive jason doesn't read this...actually..100% sure he doesn't read this...so i could put as many hearts as i want to around his name bitch!! hahah JUST KEEDiNG!!!..

kt

2005-02-28T21:27:00.000-08:00

wow...after tomorrow [[tuesday]]..there will be 2 more days...2 M0RE---till we leave for SCiDM...

---got a lot of packin to do...
---just repierced my ear....ouchh...
---going now....goodnight

♥ kt

THiS BLOG WAS WRiTTEN ON FEB. 27...

2005-02-27T18:09:00.000-08:00

what i did today

\\drill team prac.
\\came home...watched saw
\\go to church--sang w/ graceyy
\\came home ate dinner as a family...
\\washed dishes
\\got online....
\\bout to go to SLEEP

tomorrow im sposed to be goin to ERiN`s for a drill team get together bef0re SCiDM...should be fun...=) ...i also have to get my stuff ready...for--after tomorrow, it'll be 4 days till we leave for SCiDM!!...and i have to remember all the shit i need for my uniform....so if anything---anyone please remind me about my darn uniform!!...well there's not much to talk bout so i'll end this now.....good nite erb0dy....

♥ kt

2005-02-25T22:56:00.000-08:00

oh g0shh....

this week is finally over....that means...less than a week till we leave for SCiDM....how bout..i need my uniform done by next monday....i coulda brought in my shoes today...and my belt and neck tab....too bad i forgot...stupid me..i wasn't thinking....so now i have to remember hekka shit next week bef0re i go to school...siggghhh..i feel so stressed...even with school...but i aint trippin..imma get myself pulled together as much i can...

i needa stop slacking off in english...gosh..that stupid paper is due like in 2 weeks...and i've done 2 outta 4 chapters...4th one, we haven't even discussed in class yet...3rd one is the one im really slackin off on....dont know why...but i think i hecka passed that vocab test today...haha i studied very hard...---this one speshul guy th0...LOL...sits 2 seats away from me..such a distraction geesh...JUST KEEDiNG lol..anyways....

came home from school early today....what did i do??...fall RiGHT to sleep...well i went to check on mommy first ofcourse...hehe...mommy caught myne 'n LA's viris..i feel hekka bad...eek...well yah--after i checked on mom, i went to go watch the rest of dirty dancing havanna nights by myself...then dad woke me up to eat dinner at around 6...and watched interesting news...and then watched interesting jeopardy..haha..that one asian guy SUCKED...haha...well im bout to go now to see what mi fatha is up to downstairs...so goodnite!!...

♥kt

SOME SURVEY THiNG

2005-02-25T22:54:00.000-08:00

Ten random things about me.
10) not many people here know it..but i sing =)
9) i am on COLOR GAURD TEAM B and drill team for R0TC..im one of them flippin R0TC nerds
8) im very forgetful sometimes...almost like dory from finding nemo
7) yes, i am a xanga / myspace nerd...
6) i l0ve my friends and family
5) i have an undeniable love for music =)
4) im in the school's bel canto
3) i know how to play my boo on the guitar now...THANKS MOCA
2) i l0ve softball and basketball
1) i look forward to going to school in the mornings??
Nine ways to win my heart.
9) YOUR SMiLE...
8) your personality
7) not lookin at every other girls ass that passes by...
6) haha jon--get this....---it doesn't matter if you call or not...it doesn't matter if i dont see you much...but make time worth while when we're together...=P
5) g0tta be loyal to me
4) never lie
3) make me smile and laugh
2) be there when i need you
1) treat me right
Eight things I want to do before I die.
8) get marrie
7) visit oki one day...
6) go street racing...
5) work at starbucks-->LA U BiATCH....
4) punch someone and feel no remorse...hahaha...
3) learn how to play the guitar, piano, drums and sax...
2) become known
1) let certain people know how i feel-felt about them
Seven things that annoy me.
7) preppy little whores...
6) guys who think they have nuts of steal...
5) when your friends dont listen to you...and block you out...
4) guys who are picky...hehe me 'n alina were talkin bout it one time..there are some guys that just like...blonde girls...or the preppy ones uknow?..and me and alina were like..."what do guys want us to do?? die our hairs flippin blonde for them to like us?? geez" hahahaha....
3) backstabbing people
2) people that talk to much trash
1) DRAMA
Six things I love to do.
6) SiNGGGGGG.....hehehe
5) being w/ family and friends
4) LAUGH--it feels so....GOOD! hehe
3) blog on my xanga, blogger, and go on myspace...=P hehehe
2) SMiLE...
1) play knockout...i cant get enough of that game mannn...
Five things I'm afraid of.
5) falling to deep into love...
4) im scared of being by myself in the dark...
3) like LA said...growing up...
2) losing friends or family--never kno when ur day comes...
1) getting the worst grades everrrr
Four of my favorite things.
4) music...
3) family and friends
2) basketballl---baseballl/softball whatever
1) school
Three things I do everyday.
3) sing
2) check my email, myspace, and xanga everday
1) daydreammmm hehe
Two things I want to do right now.
2) be with someone...
1) sing...lol...
One person I want to see right now.
1) _ _ s _ n a _ y _ r s

2005-02-23T20:59:00.000-08:00

THANK YOU CHRiS AND MY L0VE, KiKO!! hehe...i L0VE it..hehehe..and its bout time that i g0t this pic!! hehe...THANK YOU!!
T0DAY

man it was so cool today....well not really...but hahaha...most of it was g0od!!!

started off the morning goin into logistics fixin up my ribbons for comp. uniform...wow i wanted this one ribbon that was like...rainbow colored....i wanted a sabor team ribbon too...it was nice and REDDiSH..haha...anyways...okae....

choir was okae today...it gets frustrating when people dont listen...lotta dem people g0t hekka bad attitudes 'n all dat bad stuff...grrr sometimes i juss wanna walk out the class and be like whatever im done w/ dis class....but its music..i could never let anything come between me and my love for music!! hehe...we're singing "flying free"---sang it last year in N0RTH DAK0TA...so i was the only one singin it when she went over it in class...=) hehehe..so it was cool....

PE was alrite also...we're in our basketball unit right now...it was funny c0z im in group w/ me as the only girl....and the guys i play with suck...or i mean, they aren't that bad, but they....i dont kno...i expected them to be heckka good c0z they're guys u kno??...but they, they....they play LIKE ME...hahaha..sometimes i'd like to say, EVEN WORSE...this one kid was gettin frustrated b/c i supposively "kept complainging" or some shit like that...hahaha...i wasn't even gonna trip and argue c0z he was one of the ones that sucked the most...but whatever...i wish i coulda been in that 2nd period knockout tournament......too bad i let this biatch shoot tha ball in bef0re me and let me lose b/c she was one of the ones that took like 50 tries to get it in the hoop...lol...its kae...u kno im juss figuratively speaking...

R0TC---got in trouble for not havin my flippin cadet guide most of last week, and even today....he said i got p0ints tooken of my grade for that....its R0TC th0...i mean, they give so much extra credit that someone could have like an A++++++ if they kept their grade up in class...haha...

ENGLiSH---always one of the best parts of my day....self explanitory....

nothin else all that great for the rest of the school day, but AFTER SCHOOL... tried out for the SPiRiT WEEK sh0w!! hehehe...aww mann...it was SOOOOO nervewrecking...but i was proud of how i performed in front of the judges....hehehe....im glad i didn't screech....lol...but yah...i sang weak BY jojo hehehe..i L0VE that s0ng....it gets stuck in my head so easily...lol...but back to the subj. lol...my heart was beatin so fast....i dont remember, but i wonder if it was out of excitement or out of nervousness, or out of scaredness...i wasn't really SCARED, but i was excited and nervous at the same time...but all in all was good...hehe...

DRiLL PRACTiCE was halarious...hahaha....so much laughing...i hope we all dont lose our bearing at competiton like we did today!! it was halarious tho!! i reallie needa study that darned cadet guide...i wont be able to memorize how to explain the flippin gig line...grrr...YESTERDAY'S SURPRISE INSPECTION BY THOSE REAL AIR FORCE PEOPLE was SO SCARY...and they said that that inspection was N0THiNG compared to SCiDM....so now im reallie nervous...hahaha...tomorrow's our one week mark bef0re we go to so.cal....argggg......

well thats basically all thats been up....not many people come to my xanga anymore....for those that do, thank you! you make me feel ♥ l0ved...lol...well this is all i have to say....bye idiioootttsss

♥ kt

BELATED HAPPY B-DAY TO BUDDY DAVE!!

by the way.....i said BiRTHDAY HiTS....

FWOWF

2005-02-20T21:27:00.000-08:00

school's been quite busy lately.....that stupid english thing for me hasn't been coming along good at all...i haven't barely started on it....well all i need is that flippin interview stuff....i dont even kno who i'm goin to interview...grr...its kae i guess...i'll eventually get it done!! hehe...

THiS WEEKEND
VANESSA came over!! hehehe....it was funnn....

well friday, when she came, we just talked and danced a bit...HAHA...then we went online and showed her around myspace so she could catch up on things...how people look now-a-days and all that good stuff....we noticed that it was so weird how people really change....it was a pretty crazy surf thru the net...haha....well then we decided to take pictures....and wow was that fun or what....i love takin pics....well i mean just random ones...hhaha...what would the world be like without 'randomness?' =] hahah...then nessa's parents came to pick her up along w/ auntie pinky and uncle larry...the cool thing was, was that nessa ended up stayin the nite....decided to watch white chicks---and i ended up fallin asleep first....that was only b/c i had been up since like 5:00 in the morning that day, and they wanted me to watch the whole movie starting at around 12:00...so yah..i was knocked out...surprisingly, didn't wake up the whole night---not even once, sleeping on the couch....i usually wake up at least once b/c i feel uncomfortable or whatever, but i didn't!! i was fast asleep...hehe...

saturday....woke up and papa had made those best pancakes in the world...yes, they were the greatest...heheh....went to practice at 10:00...marched around, learned counter harch...then it started to rain...so we ended up goin to the front of foxborro and practiced inspection....wow, if that was the real inspection, then we woulda been....dead...haha...prollie even YELLED at....but whatever...i really need to study that chain of command...after that practice day, nessa dad and LA came to pick me up...then we came home, ate lunch...talked a lot....a lot of walter talk came about too...but that was the past....lots of funny stuff...we hekka laughed bout almost anything and everything....then we ended up going to the mall at around 3....dad came to pick us up at around like 7:00...and then he took us to go to eat and iN AND 0UT!! YUSSS....hhaha...so yummy...then after we ate, we went home, daddy called auntie pinky and got directions to go back to their house in vacaville....wen we got to auntie pinky's, ofcourse there was a lot more talking and talking...and we said our goodbyes, but it wasn't like it was in oki...there wasn't any crying or anything...we left each other happy...knowin ofcourse that we're gonna be able to see each other again soon....their base is only bout 6 hours driving....not that bad...hehe....well i get to drive soon anyway so yahh...it'll be cooL

well right now, im juss updating...dont know why??....maybe c0z i have nothin else better to do..i should be sleeping right now....trying to catch up on sleep that i've missed...i dont know..im weird...haha....

QUESTiON!! have u ever woke up from a dream, then tried forcing urself back to sleep so that you could finish that dream??...like reading a book, and forcing urself to keep reading it so that u kno what happens in the end...lol....its been happening to me lately...i dont kno...i'll just be having the greatest dream....then BLAH i wake up....i hate it when that happens...hahaha...

did i mention that dad bought me 'n LA an MP3 player today?? hehe i was so excited....we uploaded songs onto it 'n all that good stuff....it can only upload like 30 songs on it but hey, better than nothin right?? haha....its so cool...coz its so tiny..haha...but anyways, yah...thats the only good thing that happened today....

T0MORR0W...

I have flippin color gaurd practice....we have to learn 3 new ways to 'post colors'....wow that'll be interesting....grrr...how the hell do you post colors in 3 different ways???....im just hekka lost...but whatever...i just hope we get everything down with maybe a couple 6 or 7 hours we have left to practice till SCiDM...

THiS WEEK
I gotta get mah shiet ready for SCiDM...me and jon discussed since jason's b-day is next week, that this weekend, me him and grace go out to get jason a b-day present, and also go get tha rest of the shiet we need for our trip next week....its comin so fast tho....fagan was right when he said that it'll be here bef0re we even know it....im sooo nervous...im juss flippin nervous for drill team inspection..thats the only thing im really scared of....drill team inspection and drill team exhibition drill sequence....its gonna be gayy mann..fairfield's gonna kick our asses...but o-wells...i just hope i have a hell shit load of fun..hehe....well thats all for now right??...right...=) well im goin now...so lates!!! good nite

♥ kt

♥VALENTiNEs DAY

2005-02-14T20:03:00.000-08:00

juss some icon's for the moment...haha

happy valentines day!!

ahhh...today was ohkayy i guess....it was HAPPYFULL...nothing all that great geesh...it was so great to see so many happy people..hehe....it makes me happy just seeing them happy....i felt bad b/c i din have valentines for everyone...i was sick all weekend, and if i would've i could've made enough for everyone..then i wouldn't feel so guilty of trying to get more rest so i felt better in the morning--enough to go to school....but i hope you all understand...

school for mee....was awesome...first of all, it was just great to be back at my 2nd home---SCHOOL! HAHAHA....PE was fun c0z we did basketball passing drills....wow it was great doin those again..its been awhile that i've done actual DRiLLS since like last year at twining....all was good tho...it sucked tho c0z i forgot my PE sweatpants in my locker....and my locker is almost all the way across campus from the gym....i was in uniform too--so i was like screw it and i ran to get my sweatpants and all the way back....thank God i wasn`t late!!

bef0re R0TC...i f0rgot bout my necktab thing.....thank God i rememberd to put it in my bag this morning....

ouchh...i juss bit a tiny peice of skin off of my cheek....grrr..lol sorrie...

i think i've figured out my stress bug!! haha....i'll keep that to myself tho...=P

well im gonna go now....ummm...yah!! thats bout it....laterss!!!

SCiDM IN 17 DAYS...

♥ kt

MY FiRST ENTRY...

2005-02-11T15:28:00.000-08:00

yayy...another place to jot down all the GREAT stuff that goes on in my life..hehe i keed i keed....so whats been up with mee lately?!?...i've been so very tired...so STRESSED....its crazy, but i try to keep up with everything...with competition in like 3 weeks, and my grades somewhat dropping just a tid bit---i feel like i have SO MUCH to do...i dont kno whats wrong w/ me..im a flippin A-B student...and my grades are at C's and a D...and what...2 B's and 1 A?! ahhh!! its not like me at all....whatever's wrong with me, i needa straighten myself up now!! i need to STOP SLACKiNG 0FF for one thing...but hopefully, just hopefully this whole stress thing is just a phase that'll pass....=)

VALENTiNE`s DAY is 0n m0ndayyy...

i dont even have a flippin valentine and my sister does.....grrr....at least i dont have the one that i want!!

i wanted Y0U to be my valentine...♥

too bad HE's prollie never ever gonna read this....=P *siiigghhhh.... didn`t have one last year---i should be fine w/out one this year right??...grrr....0-well....well i`m still gonna buy those little cards to give 'em out to people...hehe....im such a KiD at heart....no doubt about it....hehe...well hmmmm...things still needed to be done this weekend....

· do flippin homework for mr. powell's....i have somethin to say bout that after i finish my list...hehe
· get fitted for my barret for drill team...ahhh...hopefully i`m feeling way much better then...
· go to BX to buy cards and candy for ♥valentines day
· write millions of my friend's back....gee notes are so flippin awesome...=)
· get more rest...hahaha....
· and OHHH....start preparing my stuff for SCiDM!! ahh i`m so nervousss....

about mr powell`s little career project...geesh that thing is so hard..i hate those projects or assignments or activities you have to do in order to try to think of what you want to do when you get older.....too bad i have no flippin idea what i wanna do...well i kind of do...but its just hard to think....i got some of those jobs where there were i could make like $60,000 a year...flippin JAS0N AYERS had all these jobs on his list that had that pay....and i think he probably found a job that he could ENJOY flippin researching on....

-----that boyyy...=)....ahh nvmmm.... =]

well ....i`m gonna end this entry.....not much more to say......bye everyone!!